Plan B

Ironically, all morning I have been writing timelines for my Plans A/B/C/D and E - I do not think I will have plan F, unless it all falls apart.  The news teasers were saying something about Plan B all morning and it is about the morning after pill.  I would hate to have to make that decision that quickly.

I have not wanted children for as long as I can recall but, if faced with that situation, it would be hard to make that major decision in a few hours time.  I hate living with any guilty conscience.  If you are 100% sure, I say do what you need to do.  I hope no one in your life judges you for your decision.  If you are a younger woman and going thru it, reach out to an OW (Older Woman) you trust for some advice and insight if you need to.  We are here to help :)

My plans A/B/C/D and E are all so outrageous but it is time to move to the next step.  I am excited and frightened and happy and a little nostalgic that my current daily life will change.  It is going to be so much for the better though, I am going to have some very hard work and I am sure worry in front of me whichever plan I choose.   If I do not try I will never know.  I may hate the path I end up choosing but I will know it is okay to be able to retire putting puzzles together, going to play Do Whatever! and enjoy the lawn and garden and outdoors from my home.